About Lisa J. Smith
ABOUT LISA J. SMITH | ||
Lisa is a talk show host and radio personality. In addition she is a lecturer, writer, teacher, motivational speaker, Reiki master and intuitive psychic medium. She is quickly becoming known as "The New Voice For A New Age" around the globe. |
Monday, May 25, 2009
52 weeks
Hmmmm.....What a difference a year makes. It is so hard to believe that 52 weeks can change so much. My life was so different....or was it so much the same and I have changed?
Most likely I have changed, my perception has changed, my attitude and outlook have changed and yes, I suppose things have changed too. Maybe I let go, maybe I just don';t care about what used to get to me, maybe the lessons of the last year were like 'spiritual boot camp' and here I stand stronger and prouder.
So, where were you last year at this time? I was sitting on the bathroom floor wondering how in the world I was going to get up for another round....I honestly believe that I had the 'dark night of my soul' that night. So much pain and hurt. To much for anyone person to bare to tell you the truth...yet I did it. I am here...TODAY in this moment...I am here and never happier, more peaceful and calm within me. Don't get me wrong I still have my moments. lol lol lol
I was shedding and getting rid of old musty baggage that I did not need. Would have been nice to know that then ...for what I know now would have been very helpful to say the least. Funny how that works huh? I mean I get it, why it works that way, but it would have made that 'trip' a little easier for sure.
Today, I sit here in total amazement of me. How I pulled through the worst times of my life and have managed to be so happy, positive and up beat. How did I do that? I honestly have no idea. I did it though! I did with the help of good friends and an amazing "job" that gives me hope and healing.
I was a mess...a 'hot mess' as my friend says. I did not think I would make it another day...yet here I am . Alive, happy, well, and full of hope and and inspiration. Is everything ideal and perfect...no not really. I guess, 'it is what it is', as BW an old friend, used to say.
Really on paper it looks pretty grim to be honest....but I AM HAPPY! I AM PROUD! AND I MADE IT BABY!
So I ask you where were you last year at this time? Happy, sad, loved, in love? Where were you and how has your life over the past 52 weeks made you who you are today?
If you feel like I did last year...hang on baby...the BEST is yet to come! If I can do it...I KNOW you can too!
Believe because you are an amazing be-ing with incredable powers that you can never imagine!